I am so pissed. I am going to just come here to vent. This blog doesn’t talk back. LOL if it did I would go crazy. Even more then I am now. Here goes I am very sensitive about my weight. So I am trying the best I can to loose some. But as you can tell it is very hard. So I took my father out to eat for father’s day. And I ordered food, and only eat the soup. I had a lot to eat today so I did not eat anymore. I took it home for tomorrow. So its not like I am not eating. I am just trying to loose the weight that I have. I am cutting down on what I eat. So before we left he came to me and told me something that took everything I had not to go postal. He looked at a sign made a comment.
“Matt look there’s Seattle Sutton healthy eating. You know u need to loose weight.” So I looked at him and asked if he was calling me FAT and he told me “YES I AM”
I am go glade he told me i was fat. I never knew that. its not like I look down, and asked why am I so big? I dont need someone telling that I am fat. This is all Bull shit that he would make the comment. It’s bad when I go a restaurants and I can’t fit into a both. It also hurt when you go to like Wal-Mart, Coles, Old Navy, and they don’t have anything in your size and they look at you like you are some sick person for asking if they did. I go to thrift stores a lot. I don’t like paying a lot for cloths. I go there and they don’t care anything my size. It’s not like I want something big, just in like a 2X. I am not asking for stuff in like a 6X or even a 10X You turn on the TV and all they are talking about how fat America is. Stop talking about and help us loose weight. That would make us all feel better. My old boss the school principal Patricia Zeleznak would tell me a lot how fat I am. She told me to keep my job at the school I would have to work out 3 times a week and show her paper worker telling her I went to the Gym. I told her that if that was true I was going to call my lawyer and taker her to court Then before that my boss Mike Clifton told me in fount of my coworker that I need to get on a bike and star working out because I was fat. You know as well as I do that I am, I don’t need others to keep making comments. It has come to me the next person to tell me I was fat will get smacked for it. (Not really, it makes me feel better when I think about it) My Doctor told me I only need to loose about 40 lbs. So it’s not like I need to loose 200lb. So why is everyone making big deal about me. It’s not like I being fat. I want the 6 pack abs and the rock hard chest. Well I ever have it no I never did not even as a kid. As a kid I was in Ritalin and it keep my metabolism us so high that I could eat 3 LG pizza’s and would not gain a pound. Now I look at a candy bar I gain like 6 pounds. I am tired of everyone looking at me like I want to be this way.